Last Day

So, today in religion class, the girl doing prayer played this song where the chorus was something like, "If today was the last day of your life, what would you do?" It was something along those lines.

Anyway, I thought it was interesting because it got me thinking. Me, as the procrastinator I am, live out the motto, "Why do today what you could put off until tomorrow?" Seriously, I never get anything done. Like right now. I SHOULD be packing for my camping trip this weekend, but instead I'm writing this blog.

But I digress. That song just really got me thinking. What WOULD I do if today was my last day to live? Where would I go? Who would I talk to?
I think I would actually be really super depressed. Just because there are so many things I have yet to experience. There is so much time of my life that I've wasted. I mean, every day I spend my free hours on youtube watching fiveawesomegirls and fiveawesomeguys (I'm watching all of them from the beginning). And granted those channels are really amazing and wonderful, it's just that there are so many other things I could be doing.

For example, I've been wanting to make scrapbooks from my Freshman and Sophomore year of high school. I still have to make 2 birthday scrapbooks for my friends. My room is an absolute mess and you can't even see the carpet. I desperately need to find a job. I'm going on a backpacking trip in New Mexico in August and I haven't trained hardly at all. And I also plan on being an author when I grow up so I need to be writing every day.

And I haven't even STARTED on any of the above tasks. I just keep thinking, oh, I have all summer. But June is almost halfway over.

So what is the rest of my life going to be like? Am I just going to spend it wasting my time on pointless things? Am I ever going to become an author if my life is full of putting things off?

And again, I digress. So, if today were the last day of my life, I think I would take a bunch of friends and family and hop on a plane to Europe. I mean, if I wasn't going to be alive tomorrow, my parents wouldn't have to spend $11,000 to send me to school and one of my goals in life is to visit Europe (mainly England). So that's that. And I'd just want to spend it with people I love.

So anyways, that's my insightful ramblings for the day. And I just remembered I have laundry I need to get done in the next hour. Ima go take care of that.

Look for more blog posts within the next week :)

x Sam x