Writing <3

Blahhhh.....

I'm getting so frustrated with my novel. I wish I could just be that amazing author where all these amazing ideas come into my head and I just churn out this amazingly fulfilling and life-changing novel. I love writing so much. I just wish that I could actually get something accomplished. I'm sitting in religion class right now, trying to come up with something to start off my novel with, and I just am stuck.
The worst thing is, I'm starting to feel the way I do when I'm getting bored with my story. I really want to write something great. I want to write something that will inspire someone and influence them. I've read so many amazing books. Like John Green's books for examples. They make me think in ways that I never thought about. They open my eyes to new ideas and that's what I want to do. I want to explore new ideas and concepts that haven't been written about before. Not that that will ever happen, but at least I can try, right?

But yeah. I'm just frustrated with my lack of creative talent and ideas. Ugh. I really want to get this novel written, but how the hell am I supposed to do that if I don't even know what the plot is or what's going to even freaking happen?! GAHFAJKDSFJAFAS

I'm just in a really bad mood today. I still have A WHOLE EFFING HOUR of religion class left, it's like, 80 degrees in this classroom with 100% humidity, and I'm getting super restless. And I HATE taking notes. It means I actually have to like, pay attention. Ew.

I just really need the weekend to get out of this class. Then I'll just have ONE week left!! WOOOOT!

Okay. I'm going to go be bored and tired and annoyed now.

x Sam x